Its always fun when my Father, my Brother and I get together. We have a habit of laughing until we can’t see, breath or drive. I don’t know what it is about our humor that steals certain bits of our 5 senses, but dammit, it sure is fun. Ah, we also had the pleasure of watching a Cracker Barrel waitress attempt to decipher my step-mothers “E. Coli Happens” T-shirt. Some one in the food service industry doesn’t know what E. Coli is. Great. Luckily, our much wiser waitress clued her in.
B33j (AKA Daystrom, AKA Lil Bro, AKA Brian) and I are finally totally and comfortably moved into our new abode. I swear, if he complains about how its arranged (I hesitate to use the word “decorated”, lest my heterosexuality be brought into question) I’m gonna kick him in the dick. He wasn’t exactly instrumental in getting the place cleaned up and i had to place most everything… furniture, wall-mounted weapons, posters… all of it I had to decide where to put. Luckily, i DID have some feminine assistance with decor– arranging.
A bleak discovery was made this weekend, as well. My… *sob*.. my video card is too old to even run Battlefield 2… Gawdammit. Now, will my little 1.9 Ghz, 1 Gig o’ RAM ‘puter even be able to utilize a $300, 256 meg Video Card? I guess I’m gonna have to find out if i want to be able to experience the joy that is BF 2.
Now that the apartment is in order, i will be able to focus more energy on improving this site and the NewGen site. Content, content, content…. If there were only a way to simply download whats in my brain and display it on a website… bah. Well, with Russ’s assistance and ‘techpertise’ i should be able to start really pulling this place together. My dream of being a writer will not be denied. At least I have a means to get my voice out into the aether (… “ae” is SO much cooler looking than just “e”). Now, its only a matter of getting the right people to see it.
Question to all the people that may see this: What does Love (as in “in love”) mean to you? Does it matter in your lives at all? Do you seek it or run from it? Are you jaded or a hopeless romantic? Have you loved and lost or are you still seeking The One? How do you deal with someone who thinks that love is worthless?
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June 13th, 2005 at 12:01 pm
“How do you deal with someone who thinks that love is worthless?”
Lie staring at the sky after regaining the breath that has been knocked out of you. Take inventory. Is there any critical hemorrhaging? Disregard the heart. It will heal on its own in time. No mortal wounds then? Get the fuck up and move on.
June 13th, 2005 at 2:11 pm
“Have you loved and lost…”
There isn’t a person on Earth that hasn’t had that happen. For some it happens more regular than others. Others only have it happen once. Love is a process and must constantly be tweaked. If it didn’t work out with this one, then maybe it was a pitstop to the Real One. Everything happens for a reason. And sometimes the reason comes months even years later. Cheer up man.