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…speaking of my favorite people, Pat Condell is right up there. if you haven’t seen this guy before, i urge you to look him up and watch his nice little vids. they make me a little bit more comfortable with the world.
Sowdi Arabia
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The Ithaca Journal Article says that they’re pushing for a Carl Sagan stamp. In this age of anti-intellectualism, small-mindedness and falling educational standards, especially in science, we need Carl, in way we can get him, more than ever.
Carl Sagan is probably my favorite person and i know i would love to see him commemorated in this way!
Science as a candle in the dark…
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Removed.
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Removed.
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The greatest thing about being a pessimist is that you’re either right, or you’re pleasantly surprised.
Sometimes, being right is the worst, most horrible thing in the world.
I love you Nadra.
All i needed was to be wrong, for once, and be pleasantly surprised.
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I paid off my last credit card bill this month and i will be paying off the last of my medical bill, as well.
I am merely days away from complete financial freedom. I have a good job as a programmer and i’m continuing my education in order to enhance my knowledge and career worth.
Just about every external facet of my life is markedly improving. I have a bright, if not shining, future ahead of me. In a few months, the lease at my apartment will be up and my brother will be getting his own place with his adoring girlfriend. I may go to Japan to teach English. I may move to New York, just because i can. I might move to Seattle and concentrate on my writing.
But, whatever i do in this life, despite my best efforts, rest assured, i will be doing it alone.
So stop asking for my presence, when you don;t actually want it. Stop asking what i think, when you obstinately refuse to believe it. Stop asking for my opinion, when you then become annoyed when i share it. Stop asking me to do something and then complain about how i do it. Stop thinking i’m a ‘player’ because i try to take care of my appearance and drive a sports car. Stop thinking that i’m arrogant, because i don’t happen to believe in whatever delusional, fairy-tale, magical fucking reality you’ve been brain-washed into. Stop saying stupid, insipid things to me and expecting me to accept them out of politeness. Stop thinking I’m being “emo” or that I’m a “drama queen” because a few things is this world actually matter to me. Stop telling me and expecting me to act like some sort of cardboard cutout of what YOU think a man should be; i am no one’s preconceived notion, i am my own man and will live how i see fit. Stop acting shocked when i am not outraged by the same things you are and when certain things bother me that are beyond your perception or care. Stop expecting my tone to be the same as all of the other people you’ve ever known; i am not them. Stop thinking that i am as shallow as you are.
…and stop thinking that this post is about YOU.
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Women are not actually attracted to men. There is a vague idea of what a man is physically, and some are better than others aesthetically speaking, but the purely physical appearance of a man is almost inconsequential unless he is horribly ugly or outrageously attractive.
Women are attracted to status, money, how much a man smiles and laughs, how many friends and resources a man has, how full a man’s life is–how many “cool,” “exciting” and prestigious things he is doing or connected to.
They are interested in how other people view him–how many people want to be around him, how other people interact with him and whether their interactions convey that he is special and amazing. They want him to be extremely outgoing and aggressive, they want him to demonstrate his status over other people by dominating them in various non-violent ways.
A woman’s attraction to a man is a function of her jealousy at the thought of another woman having that man. She doesn’t care who he actually is or EXACTLY what he looks like physically, she only cares about the VALUE of the life he has constructed around himself.
A woman basically is a greedy materialistic prostitute. Although that sounds vulgar, it’s true. She trades her physical self to buy into the success a man has created for himself.
… i hate it when i read stuff on the net that i instinctually feel like i should disagree with, yet have trouble forming a good argument against. so, please feel free to do so.
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… and all you bastards on the Base have off today, while i’m stuck at work to worry about a History exam i have tonight.
*grumble grumble*
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Oh. i’ve started updating the Technology and Equipment page on the WoNG site.
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Not even a date.
I’ve been forbidden from my own home for the night.
After i work unreasonably late, how should i spend my Valentine’s evening?
Post your suggestions in the Comments section!
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Too busy to really do much but work, write papers and study for upcoming exams.
I don’t mind hard work and effort… but, dammit, there had better be a pay-off. I’m loathe to waste time.
EDIT 1:
Should i be bothered that i get off so much on attention? I mean, i really seem to need the affirmation of being the center of attention. i love public speaking, i love being the ‘class clown’ that gets the entire room to laugh and i love being a DM (D&D Dungeon Master, the story teller). Maybe i just need to join the local little theater, sing karaoke or actually get a stand-up routine written and go on stage…
EDIT 2:
Or, perhaps, as was suggested to me today, go back into psychology and pursue my predilection for therapy and helping people with issues of the mind. Or, ya know, just say ‘fuck it’, move to Seattle and work a little while i write my novels. In any case, some major changes are coming this Summer.
EDIT 3:
wait, wait, wait…. i got it. i’ll make a blogspot site and will tell people that i’m going to kill myself in 90 days… and then try to say that i’m NOT an attention whore for doing so! BRILLIANT!
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